So lately I've been having this reoccuring thought...almost like a dream but I'm awake when it happens.
Basically, I'll be standing around doing nothing special. Thinking mostly. All the sudden it's like my vision gets blurry and I lose focus on what's going on. Apparently my mom has to practically yell at me to get my attention when it happens. I just kind of stare off into space for a few seconds sometimes a minute or so. It almost feels like...I don't really know how to describe it. Like a memory? Like something from a past life or something crazy, I don't know.
Anyways, I'm always walking through these woods, it's usually dark but there have been a few times where it was so bright. So I'll be walking through these weird woods, and I notice this...Door? Like a storm cellar, or a bunker entrance or something. The closer I get to this door or hatch or whatever it is, the more painful it becomes to get closer towards it. I feel like I'm getting tired. Like the energy or motivation is just being pulled right out of me.
Now I know this is probably just a daydream or a full blown dream, but I am honest to god SCARED to open this door. I snap out of this little phase and I feel a tightening in my stomach. Like it's twisting in knots.
What is this? Is there a name for this type of thing? Should I check myself into some looney bin? It feels like I've been there before, but it scares me to the point where I close myself off after it happens. What should I do about it?
sounds like you're accidentally slipping into a lucid dream to me.
ReplyDeleteYour subconscious is trying to tell you something. Perhaps talk to someone who has experience with finding the meaning of dreams.
ReplyDeleteReally weird...
ReplyDeleteLucid dreaming... Maybe.
Trying to open the door could have consequences..
Whatever, its up to you,
I can see it being lucid dreaming....
ReplyDeleteSounds crazy to me...
ReplyDeleteyup... i dont think id open that door
ReplyDeleteSounds crazy!
ReplyDeleteit's probably your calling. maybe something important waiting for you behind the door, could be a revelation? an insight? very intriguing
ReplyDeleteThey say dreams are very powerful. I'd get to the bottom of this if it were me.
ReplyDeleteI love messed up dreams, theyre so interesting
ReplyDeleteopen the door. you have to do it, no harm can come of it and it will prolly keep on happening till you do open the door and find out whats behinde it.
ReplyDeletecould be a seizure. I was diagnosed with them when I was like 7 or 8. Dr's did some cat scans and found scars on the back of my brain. was determined it was from a car wreck when i was like 2. also was diagnosed with migraine headaches. All I ever knew I was I had what I called dizzy spells. would just kinda "stare off into space" and dream like.
ReplyDeletei rarely dream :-/
ReplyDeleteSeems like you've found the matrix, or like other people have said it may be you slipping into a lucid dream, it's happened to me a couple of times before.
ReplyDeletesleep
ReplyDeletetake camera in dream
go there
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So you dream while you're awake?
ReplyDeleteHah, the matrix indeed. Hopefully your dream was just a spot of bad cheese.
ReplyDeleteDefinitely sounds like some sort of transition dream. Man up and open the door if it happens again!
thats trippy lol
ReplyDeletewould like to read moar posts from you
ReplyDeletemmm dreams reflect our real thoughts... so :)
ReplyDeleteIt's scary, but they are probably based on something you experienced.
ReplyDeleteLucid dreaming, google it
ReplyDeleteLess shrooms dude... They're getting to you.
ReplyDeleteMessed up man, but I've had similar. Weird. Check out my blog:
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Sounds like you're slipping into a waking dream or something, that happened to me when I was young, but it went away over time.
ReplyDeleteDamn man. Sounds like some serious shit
ReplyDeleteSounds scary! :P
ReplyDeleteThat sounds creepy, open the door imo if you can :p
ReplyDeleteinteresting as always
ReplyDeleteI'm pretty good at understanding dreams, but.. not this one.
ReplyDeleteOnly thing I can think of is a memory your brain is blocking. Something that happened to you in the woods as an infant.
Weird dream
ReplyDeletelooking forward to a new post soon
ReplyDeletegreat post
ReplyDeleteWow, that sounds pretty crazy.
ReplyDeleteLSD flashback? LOL, just kidding. Sounds crazy
ReplyDeletevery weird id be freakin out if this happened 2 me
ReplyDeletewere you drinking?
ReplyDeleteyou are so lucky to be able to experience lucid dreaming
ReplyDeleteI have always wanted to at least once, but I am barely dreaming once in a whole month :(
I never dream, always too high : D
ReplyDeleteMaybe you should see a psychiatrist if it gets serious.
ReplyDeletemaybe this has to do with some work stress?
ReplyDeleteGreat game!
ReplyDeleteNext time open the door and see if it the fear in your gut was justified.
ReplyDeleteIf it was, no biggie, you'll snap out of it soon.
When i stopped smoking my dreams returned
ReplyDeleteRealy.....good idea for me
ReplyDeletehey i recently wrote a topic about this in my dream journal blog, nuts. i think smoking is effing up my dream recall also.
ReplyDeleteI love dreams!
ReplyDeletei better not try that :O
ReplyDeleteim having weird dreams for a few days now, its really creepy
ReplyDeletewhen im about to fall asleep sometimes i feel like im falling
ReplyDeleteoh my god!
ReplyDeleteSupportin'
ReplyDeleteCrazy!
ReplyDeleteHas happened to me too. Not fun, but interesting for sure.
ReplyDeleteprobably something subconcious get it checked out
ReplyDeleteI often one out like that but I never figured out what it was :/
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