Sunday, November 7, 2010

Odd...Dream?

So lately I've been having this reoccuring thought...almost like a dream but I'm awake when it happens.

Basically, I'll be standing around doing nothing special. Thinking mostly. All the sudden it's like my vision gets blurry and I lose focus on what's going on. Apparently my mom has to practically yell at me to get my attention when it happens. I just kind of stare off into space for a few seconds sometimes a minute or so. It almost feels like...I don't really know how to describe it. Like a memory? Like something from a past life or something crazy, I don't know.

Anyways, I'm always walking through these woods, it's usually dark but there have been a few times where it was so bright. So I'll be walking through these weird woods, and I notice this...Door? Like a storm cellar, or a bunker entrance or something. The closer I get to this door or hatch or whatever it is, the more painful it becomes to get closer towards it. I feel like I'm getting tired. Like the energy or motivation is just being pulled right out of me.

Now I know this is probably just a daydream or a full blown dream, but I am honest to god SCARED to open this door. I snap out of this little phase and I feel a tightening in my stomach. Like it's twisting in knots.

What is this? Is there a name for this type of thing? Should I check myself into some looney bin? It feels like I've been there before, but it scares me to the point where I close myself off after it happens. What should I do about it?

59 comments:

  1. sounds like you're accidentally slipping into a lucid dream to me.

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  2. Your subconscious is trying to tell you something. Perhaps talk to someone who has experience with finding the meaning of dreams.

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  3. Really weird...
    Lucid dreaming... Maybe.

    Trying to open the door could have consequences..
    Whatever, its up to you,

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  4. I can see it being lucid dreaming....

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  5. yup... i dont think id open that door

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  6. it's probably your calling. maybe something important waiting for you behind the door, could be a revelation? an insight? very intriguing

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  7. They say dreams are very powerful. I'd get to the bottom of this if it were me.

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  8. I love messed up dreams, theyre so interesting

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  9. open the door. you have to do it, no harm can come of it and it will prolly keep on happening till you do open the door and find out whats behinde it.

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  10. could be a seizure. I was diagnosed with them when I was like 7 or 8. Dr's did some cat scans and found scars on the back of my brain. was determined it was from a car wreck when i was like 2. also was diagnosed with migraine headaches. All I ever knew I was I had what I called dizzy spells. would just kinda "stare off into space" and dream like.

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  11. Seems like you've found the matrix, or like other people have said it may be you slipping into a lucid dream, it's happened to me a couple of times before.

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  12. sleep
    take camera in dream
    go there
    take photos
    upload them
    ?????????
    profit!

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  13. Hah, the matrix indeed. Hopefully your dream was just a spot of bad cheese.
    Definitely sounds like some sort of transition dream. Man up and open the door if it happens again!

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  14. would like to read moar posts from you

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  15. mmm dreams reflect our real thoughts... so :)

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  16. It's scary, but they are probably based on something you experienced.

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  17. Less shrooms dude... They're getting to you.

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  18. Messed up man, but I've had similar. Weird. Check out my blog:

    http://sloppydrunkrants.blogspot.com/

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  19. Sounds like you're slipping into a waking dream or something, that happened to me when I was young, but it went away over time.

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  20. Damn man. Sounds like some serious shit

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  21. That sounds creepy, open the door imo if you can :p

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  22. I'm pretty good at understanding dreams, but.. not this one.

    Only thing I can think of is a memory your brain is blocking. Something that happened to you in the woods as an infant.

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  23. looking forward to a new post soon

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  24. LSD flashback? LOL, just kidding. Sounds crazy

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  25. very weird id be freakin out if this happened 2 me

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  26. you are so lucky to be able to experience lucid dreaming
    I have always wanted to at least once, but I am barely dreaming once in a whole month :(

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  27. I never dream, always too high : D

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  28. Maybe you should see a psychiatrist if it gets serious.

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  29. maybe this has to do with some work stress?

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  30. Next time open the door and see if it the fear in your gut was justified.

    If it was, no biggie, you'll snap out of it soon.

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  31. When i stopped smoking my dreams returned

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  32. hey i recently wrote a topic about this in my dream journal blog, nuts. i think smoking is effing up my dream recall also.

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  33. That him and his they in his palace burn; Following!

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  34. im having weird dreams for a few days now, its really creepy

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  35. when im about to fall asleep sometimes i feel like im falling

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  36. Has happened to me too. Not fun, but interesting for sure.

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  37. probably something subconcious get it checked out

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  38. I often one out like that but I never figured out what it was :/

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