Culinary School?

I recieved a call early this morning from my old advanced cooking course teacher who knows teaches at the art institute of dallas. Known for it's culinary and art classes, it's a pretty prestigious school for being in an area like this.

See I dropped out of school, so I never got to finish the class. She told me that I had the highest grades/the best cooking talent in the class and was sad to see me go. She ALSO told me that her next course at the Art Institute has six available openings, and it's not too expensive. So who knows, maybe I'll be Chef John sometime soon. Have me own show and everything!

Life

It's a bitch. Didn't work out with my "ladyfriend" or whatever you want to call her. Decided to end it before it got serious. I think I'm done with women for a while. Before women came into my life I was happier. Maybe things will go back to the way they were.

A man can dream.

Happy (late) New Years!

Hey everyone, just wanted to say happy new years to everyone even if it is a few days late. :P

I had a good one. Went to a cool party and had my first new years 12:00 kiss! This girl is awesome fellas, I couldn't be happier. How have you all been doing? Hope you all had fun on new years! Remember to have a safe and happy 2011, BUT PARTY HARD!

On a side note, I started playing WoW again! Any of you play WoW? I'm going to be transferring realms to one some of my family/friends play on and I was wondering what realm/race/class you all played! Let me know in the comments!

Hey

I know it's been a long while, and I'm sorry, but I've been pretty busy with work/ my new main squeeze. :P

I just wanted to pop in and give an early Merry Christmas to you all, as I'll be spending a lot of time at work/ with her this next week so I most likely won't be updating. I hope you guys are all having a good December so far, cheers to a Merry Christmas and a happy new year!

Odd...Dream?

So lately I've been having this reoccuring thought...almost like a dream but I'm awake when it happens.

Basically, I'll be standing around doing nothing special. Thinking mostly. All the sudden it's like my vision gets blurry and I lose focus on what's going on. Apparently my mom has to practically yell at me to get my attention when it happens. I just kind of stare off into space for a few seconds sometimes a minute or so. It almost feels like...I don't really know how to describe it. Like a memory? Like something from a past life or something crazy, I don't know.

Anyways, I'm always walking through these woods, it's usually dark but there have been a few times where it was so bright. So I'll be walking through these weird woods, and I notice this...Door? Like a storm cellar, or a bunker entrance or something. The closer I get to this door or hatch or whatever it is, the more painful it becomes to get closer towards it. I feel like I'm getting tired. Like the energy or motivation is just being pulled right out of me.

Now I know this is probably just a daydream or a full blown dream, but I am honest to god SCARED to open this door. I snap out of this little phase and I feel a tightening in my stomach. Like it's twisting in knots.

What is this? Is there a name for this type of thing? Should I check myself into some looney bin? It feels like I've been there before, but it scares me to the point where I close myself off after it happens. What should I do about it?

No longer jobless!

Well gadies and lentlemen, I got the job!

It's not a fancy position and the pay isn't amazing, but it is my first job and it looks like it's going to be a lot of fun. I start work next week! The best part is, the girl I'll be working with is 19, single, and oh so lovely. Now if that doesn't get my mind of my ex then there is something wrong with me. :)

Thank you all so much for reading, and take care!

Quickie

I have two quick things to say!

1. 350 Followers! Woot!

2. It's getting easier to push past the depression, and I'm done trying to get in contact with her!

Yay me!

You guys have a great night, and take care. :)